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Off to the premier we go. My room is a mess. This dress is def a blast from the past. @express from at least 4 years ago.

3/19/2017 8:49:01 PM 5

Im a people pleaser. It's a tiring quality to have but understating it helps get myself up and fixing it. I spend most of my life being a "yes man", being an easy going, funloving person. Saying okay to things, people, jobs, even when they were not right for me, and it's hard to admit weak points in your personality, even when it really brings you down. And I guess that that's what life is, you do something, you learn whether the consequence feels right or wrong, you learn a lesson and move on. And so I hope I will slowly grow out of that personally trait that I hate so much. Wanting to be what everyone wants me to be, learning to work hard and prove myself but not take action when things need to change, being a person everyone is pleased with, staying quiet about it, working and modeling for free just cause I couldn't say no. Lately I stopped photoshooting, you know? I'm not even sure why exactly. First, I stopped saying yes to modeling for free, and second, I spoke about it on social media and it upset people. So I stopped modeling completely except a side project I did a few weeks ago which this picture was taken (my phone, not even a part of the set, just a little extra fun). It feels nice, to be loved and appreciated, to feel pretty and worthy and talented. But it's not so nice to feel the disappointment with yourself after saying yes again, to another project that didn't pay. And understating that I need, I must- value myself more.

3/17/2017 11:57:18 AM 5
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One party down, how many more to go? Doing #purim all the way. Always be a #unicorn when you can šŸ¦„

3/11/2017 10:33:53 AM 5

You can take the girl out of America, but you can't take the America out of the girl. @america_telaviv thanks for an amazing meal. Was a blast. And thanks to my @netameaw

3/9/2017 12:15:41 AM 6

So imagine you wake up somewhere in the future. You are 70 or 80 years old, you lived nearly a century and watched the world change and mold. Imagine regretting all the things you could have done but didn't. Imaging all the times you didn't go to the beach because your body wasn't "summer ready". Imaging all the times you grabbed your stomach and felt like you wanna cut it off your body, imagine all the times your thighs touched and you thought it was disgusting. Imagine all the times you were disgusted by your own body. Now imagine being 80 again, living through so many experiences, emotions, meaning people, achieving goals, imagine how happy you will feel when you know you did it all, and loved yourself on the way there. Sounds awesome huh? It's possible, I promise. Stop listening to all around you, stop believing magazines, stop buying in to the beauty standard bullshit, feel your body, enjoy it and let it enjoy life, to the fullest.

3/2/2017 2:38:59 AM 8

When you just arrived at the party, still didn't have a drink and your hair is all perfect and in place. @ma_ve_ze organize the best damn parties.

3/1/2017 1:21:17 AM 5
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A very interesting kind of shoot today. Dress by @noxtelaviv

2/27/2017 10:39:29 PM 5

Listen, I know it's summery out side and just a week ago it was a cold Saturday and all of you are teasing me on Facebook with nature pictures while I'm studying for my exams, but I just wanted you to know that's it's almost summer and Im taking a semester off so you are gonna have to deal with all my bikini selection on your feed every Saturday from April till august, and I have a whole bunch Just kidding of course, I'm just so jealous while being stuck in a pile of books and fantasizing about wearing a 2 piece and laying on the beach with a beer. #cheerstotheweekend

2/25/2017 4:35:05 PM 10

So I got this @americaneagleisrael text today that announced I received a 50% discount at the store on the whole new entire collection. I took the time after work, cancelled my workout and went to the mall only to discover none of their jeans fit me, which is surprising cause I just wore an #americaneagle jeans 2 days ago, you can even see it in the pics, a new one by the way that I bought not more than 6-7 months ago. And so, It was very strange trying on a bunch of size 14 jeans labeled all kinds from stretch to super stretch to nigh rise and low rise, and non for me. So I walked out, a bit crying I might add, and felt very annoyed and discouraged. For years this is my go to jean brand, I've probably had about 20 pairs in the last 6 years, with and without the weigh gain. So imagine my surprise, seeing that I have the same pair, same exact one at home just different color and this one just doesn't fit. So I ran home and tried on my size 12 jean from 2 years ago, and imagine the surprise, if fucking fits. Now don't tell me size decrease doesn't exist.

2/24/2017 1:03:20 AM 13

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